I know you can't see this because you don't have internet but I still wanna say this:

I love you more than you think.
I miss the way you held me at night, the kisses and the touch of your hands as you held me close when I cried.
I miss the way you made me scared to go to bed alone after you terrified me with the thought of real necromorphs or any of those Dead Space characters.
I miss kickin' ass with you as we played online on your Xbox.
And the way we 'tripping' while we played Child of Eden during the night or how we messed with each other as we played Left 4 Dead and taught my little sister on the ways to kill a zombie.
I love and miss terribly the way you looked at me or when we went to get salty dog snow cones...
I hope and wish for us to stay together now and always, through the thin and the thick, through my nerdiness as I get excited over new Pokemon or Zelda games...through everything anything.
So here is to you my nerdy love letter.
I love you forever and always,
Dafne